Pray

my bro is doing lumbar puncture tis morning....hope he will be ok...

he was admitted to the emergency ward yesterday and i was there the whole day..witnessed how "fast" the staff there work...

reached home at around 12 something...and had my dinunch (suppose if there is brunch...there shud be dinunch as well)..lolx..

Bro...you will be ok...u will be...get well soon k? watch MU vs Arsenal and argue with me which team's better k....

Memories...Sweet or bitter...

Was clearing some disk space for more movie downloads and found some photos of my hong kong trip dated back a year ago....I tot i lost them....It was a nice trip with my mum...though I went there for an interview and not for vacation or makan angin..I enjoyed the trip very much...

















I used to be cheerful and happy...what had changed??or should i say...wat made me changed...i dun like the me now...everyday having palpitations...cant help recalling and thinking of the things i dun wanna think of..at least not for this critical moment..a single trigger that remind me of her would make me collapse the whole day..."try to let go and be friends with her"..a voice deep down my heart whispered to me...

I understand every single advice from u all..my dear frens...and i just want you to know tht i am trying very hard..really very hard...i might look okay from outside..but sorry guys..i am not...i just need more time i guess...ya...dun worry..i am sure I WILL BE OKAY!!!:)

揪心

今天

心揪得紧紧的。。

他说。。你最近很开心。。

放开吧。。是这样告诉自己的。。她找到幸福就祝福她吧。。。

可是。。心揪得紧紧的。。

I dont belong here. do i?

I dont't belong here..do i?

When everything's not looking good...

CSL is lousy...

High probability of failing INFECTION AND IMMUNITY...

Made many..and i really mean MANY costly careless mistakes in METABOLISM..

Cant see any hopes in the following papers...

I just simply dont belong here, do I?

I want to be a doctor so badly...but the interest and power of will are not enough to see me through this...

Am i going to walk through this...is this a test to me?if it really is..then i might be failing it tis time...

haiz

once a dream

Out of sight...out of mind...come on...you can make it!!!

friend:" she was just a sweet dream after all...that turned out to be a nightmare"..

nope..i wouldnt say tht...happy but not happy enough to keep it going...just tht simple..

she is not a nightmare..

study week's coming to an end...signifies the start of the disastrous exam week(s)...i will give my best..and will go into 2nd year without having to reseat for any paper....TRUST MYSELF!!!!!!(fingers crossed)lolx...

有一点动心

still remember tis song...during UMS trip...in the bus...

我和你 男和女 都逃不过爱情
谁愿意 有勇气 不顾一切付出真心
你说的 不只你 还包括我自己
该不该再继续 该不该有回忆 让爱一步一步靠近
我对你有一点动心
却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑
不敢相信我的情不自禁
我对你有一点动心
不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑
害怕爱过以后还要失去
难以抗拒 OH
人最怕就是动了情
虽然不想不看也不听
却陷入爱里
我和你 男和女 都逃不过爱情

HUKM CSL

I AM LOUSY HISTORY TAKER....

semangat

come on....another 4 yrs....AZA AZA....GO GO GO!!!!

I WILL ACHIEVE MY DREAMS AND GOALS WITHOUT FAIL!!!!

FIGHTING SPIRIT !!!!!!!

update...

mum...glad that u are ok...i will go back to see u as soon as possible:)

everything's still ok...except that i got sick last night...vomitting...and migraine...

adverse effect of loneliness??
nope...

getting thru the hard time...with u guys with me...thx..

Crapppppppp............

260 pumpings in 2 days...first day 150...tonight...110...gawd...my hand's going to break d...if there's a test called straight arm raise...then my arm sure cant lift over 30 degrees..maybe not even 15...haiz...should i play basketball anymore??lolxxxx....

Went to KLCC's subway...to have dinner and study there...the environment's not bad...but the problem is...i spent 1 and a half hours travelling...coz the rapid kl is not rapid..it's RABBIT....OMG....haiz...but still managed to finish 2 lecture notes and 1 SLP...which is already a great success to me...muahahahhahaha....

anyways...recent life's quite dull...but able to find an apartment which suits my taste....still quite happy geh...haha...

Useless

i am useless...why do i study medicine if i cant help my own mum????

Mum,get well soon...go get an X ray...

Sorry mum...i dunno wat's the reason tht cause u to suffer....

sorry...ur son is useless...

WEEKENDS COMING..

AIDS EXHIBITION....here i come!!!!!

MUM's BIRTHDAY....here i come!!!!!

HM lecture and attendance....here i come!!!! i wouldnt wanna run to campus from hostel in 15 minutes anymore....if like tht, i might as well take part in AMAZING RACE..at least AR got prize...1 million ehhhh!!!!lolx

wateva

wateva tht comes to me...i accept..

whose fault is it?

so...tis incident happened last night...when i was on the monorail...from kl sentral to titiwangsa...terminal to terminal...long journey...and there was when i witnessed something tht worth sharing with u all...

it was at the Tun Sambanthan station when the incident took place....i was sitting at one end of the monorail (next to the driver seat)...and a white man sitting at the other....then suddenly i heard someone yelling.."..............TITIWANGSA LAKE?" imagine how loud the man's voice was...tht i can hear it from the other end...then after the shout...no one answered him...(i guess he was asking about the direction to titiwangsa lake...and ppl who took monorail before will noe...titiwangsa is stations away from tun sambanthan)...so i stood up...wanted to go ask him wat can i help him...however............

before i managed to reach him...he stood up...yelled again...tis time not asking for direction...but to curse ppl around him " !@#@%^$@&*(((*$&&$&*#*@!....NASTY FELLA!!!!"..then he went off the monorail...slammed something into the dustbin...and went down the stairs...just as i thought everything was over...the white guy reappeared...he slammed at the monorail's windows and doors....and then ran off...then the ppl started chatting "apa sal??"..."entah...tak tau ape dia cakap pun"

well...after that...the whole journey i felt bad..for not being able to help him...i felt sorry...because malaysians are not well versed with english....i felt sad...coz our country's ppl couldnt even understand it when ppl was throwing vulgar words and nasty words at them...how pathetic...but..was tht the right way to express anger??slamming at doors and windows??

guess...cant tell who's right and who's wrong...it's up to us to decide...to judge...

Childish

just to check in and say...I AM STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!............DUN LIKE MICROBES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok...after yelling....feels better d...childish me....

nothing to share recently...coz nothing special...haha...mebe...when i am in the mood of writing...and typing...then ony i share something wit u guys la...

till next time....adios :)

random

I am who i am....

UMS Post Conference..SABAH trip

Went to sabah several days ago...it was a 4 days 3 nights trip..it was fun...and great to know many new frens from different unis...for the rest of this post..the photos will do the talking...blekh:)












Photos taken during clinical booths at Kampung Pasir Puteh....It was REALLY AWESOME!!!!



Camwhored in the apartment room..before leaving for the visit to Hospital Likas..:p

2nd Day of 2009....Funny Bunny day

i din post on the first day of new year...coz everyone's posting on 1st of jan...in order to memper-special-kan myself....i decided to post on the 2nd day of year 2009 instead of the first...kakaka...no ler..it's just an excuse for my laziness...blekh...

i just came bek from D414..where i heard something ridiculous....just as i stepped into mr kelvin's room...he straight away said that he's going to call me by bunny chiew for the rest of his life...BUNNY CHIEW????!!!!!WTH???!!!!! Of all animals...he wanna call me bunny...sounds weird....it's even weirder if u imagine me acting like bugs bunny....





Any resemblance, ppl??ok...the teeth maybe..other than that...any parts of mine that resembles bugs bunny SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH until i am being called BUNNY CHIEW???!!!!!NO right???ok...i am going to destroy D414...right away....lolx

Kent vs Bruce

DUN TRY TO SNATCH MY SUPPER!!!AH CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!OR ELSE I WILL MAKE SURE THAT U ARE COVERED ENTIRELY WITH MI CINTAN SUP AYAM!!!


SKED LEH.....NGEK NGEK NGEK

!@#@$@#^&&*($()#)@)#)$__)$)($*@**#(!

Genting trip (19 & 20 Dec 2008)

Went genting with frens last week...havent been to genting for quite some time...quite excited actually..but everything's still the same there....same games...same rides...same shops...same restaurants...same expensive-ness...just that tis time i went with a big gang of frens...so..the feeling's slightly different...the more the merrier, it's definitely correct...no doubt about it...ok ...enuff of nonsense...let the pictures do the talking for the rest of this post...:)

having dinner in pizza hut...


Snapshot after Corkscrew, and i was heading to the most unforgettable ride of my life...SPACESHOT!!!(a ride that i will never ever take again for the rest of my life)


shen yong, me and yun ting...

hooi man and I







camwhore...camwhore and camwhore....

there are many photos yet to be posted....so..be patient ohh..:)