Thursday, May 21, 2009

Pray

my bro is doing lumbar puncture tis morning....hope he will be ok...

he was admitted to the emergency ward yesterday and i was there the whole day..witnessed how "fast" the staff there work...

reached home at around 12 something...and had my dinunch (suppose if there is brunch...there shud be dinunch as well)..lolx..

Bro...you will be ok...u will be...get well soon k? watch MU vs Arsenal and argue with me which team's better k....

Monday, May 18, 2009

Memories...Sweet or bitter...

Was clearing some disk space for more movie downloads and found some photos of my hong kong trip dated back a year ago....I tot i lost them....It was a nice trip with my mum...though I went there for an interview and not for vacation or makan angin..I enjoyed the trip very much...

















I used to be cheerful and happy...what had changed??or should i say...wat made me changed...i dun like the me now...everyday having palpitations...cant help recalling and thinking of the things i dun wanna think of..at least not for this critical moment..a single trigger that remind me of her would make me collapse the whole day..."try to let go and be friends with her"..a voice deep down my heart whispered to me...

I understand every single advice from u all..my dear frens...and i just want you to know tht i am trying very hard..really very hard...i might look okay from outside..but sorry guys..i am not...i just need more time i guess...ya...dun worry..i am sure I WILL BE OKAY!!!:)

Saturday, May 02, 2009

揪心

今天

心揪得紧紧的。。

他说。。你最近很开心。。

放开吧。。是这样告诉自己的。。她找到幸福就祝福她吧。。。

可是。。心揪得紧紧的。。