Monday, April 20, 2009

I dont belong here. do i?

I dont't belong here..do i?

When everything's not looking good...

CSL is lousy...

High probability of failing INFECTION AND IMMUNITY...

Made many..and i really mean MANY costly careless mistakes in METABOLISM..

Cant see any hopes in the following papers...

I just simply dont belong here, do I?

I want to be a doctor so badly...but the interest and power of will are not enough to see me through this...

Am i going to walk through this...is this a test to me?if it really is..then i might be failing it tis time...

haiz

7 comments:

-I.ME.MYSELF- said...

dont be like dat lah...
if u dont belong here,then i dont too..
just add oil..i hav faith in u..
gambate..n dun ever give up k??

Yi Lian Wong said...

chill, man. maybe ukm sud come up with a new subject, "Relaxation Module", teach students how relax and turn all those stress into something positive. I dunwan to see my frens ended up at hospital permai tanjung rambutan. It's scary u know. chill man. no disappointment. everything, just let it be. 船到桥头自然直,明白吗?有人说,这种想法不实际,但对我来说, 人身意义何处?难道,成功当为医师就快乐吗?是我的话,轻轻松松,享受过程才是最重要的。当一位快乐的医生好了。 完全只是个人想法,请别被我影响。

KENNY said...

@buddy: buddy...dun worry ar...i am ok:)

@yiLiaN: ya..i agree with u...i wanna be as care free and care less as i can...but it's not tht easy...especially things are getting tougher...but i will get through this real soon...dun worry :) 绝对赞同。。人生的意义是啥我不懂。。我只知道人生在世短短数十光景。。我也不想就这样在压力和浑浑噩噩中度过:)

suyee said...

我也赞同你朋友的说法。。
开心一点。。。
人生没有了享受,就真的是一大恶梦。。

kent said...

yayaya i totally agree with what yilian said.
be relax la man.failing subjects is ok as long as u dont fail ur life!
Just be yourself!live a life with no worries!
XD...

Leong Chia How said...

ooi... Long time no c.. How are you recently?? Since long long time ago, everyone recognized you as a brilliant student.. No doubt.. On the way to be an excellent doctor, feeling doubt to urself is a good sign. At least you are not study something blindly. But, after doubting, continue your decision and be responsible for this decision which you made before this. Since you have decided to be a doctor, carry on. Do not let your emotion to ruin your life. Chill and be cool... I believe, this is just a temporary doubt of yourself. After you past through this stage, when you look back, you will feel, "hmm, why I will have this mindset, it is actually very easy, stupid me" haha.. Just a prediction ^.^

Anyway, keep going. All the best and wish you the best of luck. Have a happy and cheerful day.

KENNY said...

@kent:ya..now i accepted the fact tht failing subjects is normal in Uni...but luckily din fail tis time and hopefully will never fail in my medical student life..but even if i do..i will get over it..:)

@chia how: long time no see ar...really long time din chat with u...how's life?:)come back yum cha k? thx for ur concern and support...knew u will not ignore me de la..know so long...our frenship not tht shallow geh..hehe